I'm back, not deaded!

First things first!
Sorry, sorry and sorry! I hope everyone had a good time and everyone is alright!
Well,  now here is the reason for my long absence:
I had such a crazy time! But mostly good.
I told you, that I'm writing a novel. And yesterday I finished it. I mean the new edition.
The new edition?
Yes, I will sell it!
What?
Yep, I will sell my novel!
Therefore I deleted the fanfiction, corrected it a thousand times more - and now it's done. Or in other words: I'm done ....
The last two weeks were a horror. I worked 14 hours a day on that moster of a book. And the result is: over 900 pages as an ebook. Over 23000 words, and thousands of hours of working.
But the best thing is: I used a lot of lyrics of Slim Man (please listen to his music! He and his band is beyond greatness! www.slimman.com)
And because I will publish it tomorrow on amazon.de, I had to ask for permission.
So in Augut I wrote a mail, that his songs inspired me a lot, and what my story is all about....
And he answered me six hours later! That was so cool!  
But the best thing is: he gives me the permission to do it! And he wrote that he felt honored! That brought me to my knees, really! He is such a funny and lovely guy!   
And because of that I will translate these more than 900 pages in English.
What?
Yes.
900 pages.
In English!
I need to watch a lot of english shows and read a lot of english books to get the right feeling....
What does that all mean now? That means that I can't upload my story here on DA anymore, because amazon wouldn't be amused about that. In other words: it's forbidden.
I hope you guys can understand that. But if someone is really intersted in it (and likes action, love, smut, cussing a bit humor and drama) than I can send you a coppy - as soon as it's done. Just leave a message.
And another good thing is: my stepfather knows a guy that comes from the UK. And the wife of this guy will read my book. So she can tell me the biggest mistakes I make. Therefore I hope that it won't contain too much mistakes. We will see as soon as it is done.

Okay, so that's why I wasn't online for the last month.

And sorry for all the mistakes but I'm tired as fuck. I don't want to reread and correct the text. I just wrote german the last months. I'm a bit out of practice.

I wish you all the best!
And now I will be online a bit more - but I can't give comments or faves to your works now. I will do this as soon as I have time again.

Again, sorry for the long absence!

All the best